Help Me Get Out of this Slump

Dear Reader,

Have you ever had SO much to do that, instead of tackling the list, you procrastinate or sleep, hoping the problem will fix itself? Well, that is me currently.

I HATE it when I get in these moods. I haven’t felt like doing anything for the past few days and everything that I do force myself to do is done half-heartedly. Even reading. I find myself zoning out on every page, just wishing I could go to sleep. But then I’ll sleep, only to awake an hour or two later, mad that I wasted more of my day and not feeling any more rested.

And I’ve been meaning to make a new post, but I haven’t committed to any of my ideas. I’ve been particularly irritable lately, so I was going to make a list of my most annoying pet peeves, but I decided that would worsen my mood. So then I thought I would make a list of things that make me happy, so I could boost it back up, but I can’t really think of anything that’s worth mentioning. And then yesterday I got a haircut that I am loving, so I was going to write about how I love change and how this is the new me, but it certainly doesn’t feel like a new me. I mean, I have all the same bad habits that I used to. I just want this to be a new me.

So here I am, writing this pointless and poorly-written post, asking for help I guess. All I’ve been doing is eating and sleeping and zoning out and just being fatigued. And I’m sure it’s because my two back-to-back trips just drained me, physically and emotionally, but I hate feeling like this. So please, if you have advice, I’d love to hear it.

What do you do when you need to feel, just, better?

Sincerely,

Sammy

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