Have you ever had SO much to do that, instead of tackling the list, you procrastinate or sleep, hoping the problem will fix itself? Well, that is me currently.
I HATE it when I get in these moods. I haven’t felt like doing anything for the past few days and everything that I do force myself to do is done half-heartedly. Even reading. I find myself zoning out on every page, just wishing I could go to sleep. But then I’ll sleep, only to awake an hour or two later, mad that I wasted more of my day and not feeling any more rested.
And I’ve been meaning to make a new post, but I haven’t committed to any of my ideas. I’ve been particularly irritable lately, so I was going to make a list of my most annoying pet peeves, but I decided that would worsen my mood. So then I thought I would make a list of things that make me happy, so I could boost it back up, but I can’t really think of anything that’s worth mentioning. And then yesterday I got a haircut that I am loving, so I was going to write about how I love change and how this is the new me, but it certainly doesn’t feel like a new me. I mean, I have all the same bad habits that I used to. I just want this to be a new me.
So here I am, writing this pointless and poorly-written post, asking for help I guess. All I’ve been doing is eating and sleeping and zoning out and just being fatigued. And I’m sure it’s because my two back-to-back trips just drained me, physically and emotionally, but I hate feeling like this. So please, if you have advice, I’d love to hear it.
What do you do when you need to feel, just, better?