Remember when I said I had two concerns for this Spring Break?
Well the one just blew up in all of our faces.
I completely understand what it’s like to deal with your own issues without anyone else knowing. I know what it’s like to have family stuff on your mind while everyone else is having a good time, and I understand how it feels to be constantly drawn back to the grim reality when no one around you seems to have any idea what’s going on.
And I know how I see everyone else in that kind of scenario. I know what it’s like to be oversensitive and I’ve been in the situation where I’ve blown things out of proportions.
But in that situation, you have to put everything in perspective. You have to realize when you’re in the wrong and when something you’re doing is an overreaction.
Today was a great day. We went go-karting
and then to the arcade. We hung out on the beach and went body-surfing. We had Zaxby’s for lunch and grilled chicken for dinner. We hung out and played some more games and even met up with the other alpha sigs later tonight.
It was a great day overall. And when I look back at this day, I’ll remember it as just that.
But there were two very intense screaming matches. There were harsh words thrown out that can’t be taken back. There were even tears shed.
Because I guess it’s impossible to have a single day go by without there being some kind of drama.
But now it’s late and I just want to sleep and all I’m thinking about right now is the fact that we got tickets to Lolla and I’ll get to see G Eazy and J. Cole and Lana Del Ray and so many other sweet headliners in just a few months.
Life is good.
Despite some of these setbacks and pity outbreaks, life is good.